It's Friday, you ain't got no job...

*Friday movie lines can't be forgotten*
The Northern Navajo Nation fair is going down this weekend. I sure would like to go. I don't know if I can, because I have so much to do and so much to cover this coming week. Just because the fair is in town, does not mean that I'll be going just for that. My family lives there, it is the place I almost was raised.
Wednesday, an uneventful day.
Thursday, lots of homework and impending doom. Actually, it's a midterm. ALREADY!!!! So soon, Week Seven will be here. That includes a lot of reading. While reading isn't hard for me, retention can be a bit of a problem. Making study guides is somewhat of a problem, especially when you've got no time or have to much toread.
Last night, I knew I was weary and needed some rest. I fell asleep around 8 or so. I fell asleep in my clothes, late nights of studying/writing until one or two in the morning, have taken its toll on me. The work that needs to be completed is there for me to do. I want to go back to Shiprock and see my children. I suppose that's what I'm going to do, homework be damned, tha's what Cafe Biblioteca and rude baristas are for: keeping me up late while I work and study late into the night. Have a wonderful day everyone, I'll be out at the Northern Navajo Nation Fair, find a single daddy with three happy kids, that'll be me.
-Ted (found this to be unpublished.)

going to make new jewelry with a different process. I'm getting tired of just sheets. So off to explore methods.

I don't buy flowers or chocolates. My jewelry I create lasts more than any flower that was bought to die. My jewelry is non fattening like chocolate can do and it also raises your blood sugar. My jewelry makes you look beautiful and you are noticed wearing exclusive jewelry that is unique and elegant. Just. Like. You....

Karma

What happened,  happened,  in a real dramatic way and I almost felt bad.  But I secretly smiled and I later found laughter in the whole thing,
The thing is,  if you fuck someone over,  it will come back on you...

I want to buy a vehicle, correction, I want to win a shit ton of money and purchase a vehicle. That way I can leave whenever I want and go places. Not just to stay in one place for too long.

Not. Happy.

Ugh what a shitty day.  Normally I'm fine and I just care enough to want to make a change for kids.  Today wasn't one of those days. 
I'm sick of living here.  I'm sure I'll be leaving soon and then I'll be broke and unemployed. 
Fuck this place .

Home

I miss home.  I'm feeling empty and cold.  This feeling needs to go away.  Just want to go home and live this life.

Fucked up day.

I can't stand fuck ups and losers who don't have enough meth fueled braincells to make me a goddamned burger. 
Selling mismatched parts that don't fucking work for the application.  Fuck!

Goddamn printer don't want to work properly either.  Spent all fucking morning on it too. 

Fuck.  This. Day.